Deeply Secure Again

I scare easy these days. But after a lot of thought I think it is only because of my new found deep sense of security. It's like if you spend most of your time feeling very secure when bad things occasionally happen they scare you more. Either that or they don't scare you more. You just notice the terror more because more of the rest of your time is spent in deep security. That's probably it actually. I also added up all my problems today and they came to £300 per month. Then I thought thinking about them like that life is not so bad. I can think of a lot of people who would trade places with me for a life with only £300 a month of problems.