An Explanation

What has and is been happening is quite simple is you can just open your mind to new ideas and suspend disbelief for a few minutes. What has happened is that "other" people have assumed comtrol and have been running my 6 figure estate for many decades. And if you control a man's money you control his mind. The trouble is that they do not know and never knew what they were doing. It's a bit like if you go out and steal an ultra high performance sports car. You might know where the steering wheel and the pedal are but the chances are there are lots of very high specification features and controls and security that you do not know how to operate. So you become a liability to the world in general. It's not the fault of the car. It is the fault of the thieves. Now I am not saying that I am a car, or that I have been stolen, or that I am dangerous or anything because I am not. But what I am saying is that with "other" people having been running my financial life for 34 years an irreversible series of events has been processed which is now completely impossible to stop. They just did not know what they were doing so they made me do lots of bad things. I feel terrible about the life I have led. Partly because they like to use guilt to control me. But also because people who should not really have been in control of me have been in control of all of my financial life for the last 34 years.