"He who pays the piper"

I think my own life since I was 15 has really been a case of "he who pays the piper calls the tune". With my funds having fallen into the offshore possession of my family ever since that time I have subconciously been compromised into living out my familes wishes and fantasies rather than my own. This includes basically the vast majority of the things I have been subconsciously forced to do for the last 34 years. Because the funds fell into their possession they have been able to manipulate everything I have ever done all of my life ever since. With the possible impending return of what is now left of my funds (about 10%) it will be a great challenge for me to have to learn to think and act for myself without my family remaining in possession of my thoughts. I will be free. But at the age of almost 50 freedom is still an unknown asset to me.